WHAT IT FEELS TO BE A WOMAN FOR ME RIGHT NOW

SILENCE IS GOLDEN. BE SEEN, NOT HEARD. NOT JUST ADVICE FOR CHILDREN, BUT WOMEN, ALIKE.

I’m not sure I’m finished with this one yet. But this pretty much sums up how I feel about myself. I wanted to add Jupiter. But felt Saturn was most appropriate, because, well, fuck structure and authority.

And I am literally getting bent over and fucked by Saturn right now. Saturn is currently at 19° Pisces. My Saturn is at 19° Sagittarius. Which means that’s an exact square to my natal Saturn. Saturn in Pisces is also square my natal Rising (or Ascendant) and Chiron in Gemini. My Rising is 18° Gemini, while Chiron is 19° Gemini. So Saturn is literally square all these pivotal points in my natal chart, squaring me off, and damn, does this period of life feel restricted.

*Square – or 90° – is an aspect from one celestial body to another. So currently, Saturn is 90° away from my natal Saturn, Rising, and Chiron. This energy is considered to be difficult and conflicted when something is square in your natal chart or current transits. And boy, difficult restrictions are being felt. I sure as hell feel heavy.

*Saturn is the planet of restriction and limitation. Real daddy energy, we find there. Structure, structure, structure. No, thank you.

And for Cbrist sake, Jupiter will be square Saturn in August. Fml.

I think I’ll stay bent over for Saturn during these hardcore, long-term transits. Let it do its thing. Have its way with…