I broke my own boundaries
Crossed my own damn lines
So there was nothing left
Just let men do whatever they want to me
Let one cover me in every color of the rainbow
All that just because I deserved every bit of licking
Spanking
Slap in the face
Bite on my neck
Spit in my mouth
Hand gripped tightly around my neck, I can’t inhale
Punishment to its extreme
All that for leaving you
Making sure to ruin myself
So you’d for sure not ever question missing me again
Ever need a reminder on why it was good I left
Just look at me wasting away now
Knowing I don’t feed myself
Knowing I cry every night
Knowing I grow cold and distant
Knowing how we were
How I made us
So sickening
To make your lover your father
And to make your lover your child
Fuck.