I live in a bikini all weekend
Eat anything that includes tortillas, cheese, meat, and salsa.
Sleep early wake up early
Mimosas in the mornings
Puerto Rican in the afternoons
Spent hours at the spa
Why is it so hard to accept a vacation? With the 12–14 hour days I put in. Hard to enjoy it when I know it’ll be back. And I’ll be back to starving myself, ruining my body just to keep up
Its not to say I didn’t enjoy it.
I did what I wanted, when I wanted.
I always talk about freedom.
But it felt like too much.
Like I needed a partner in crime with.
Strange for a girl like me
Who loves to isolate
To recluse
Who loves to be alone
I am in a period of deep reflection. Using things like astrology, human design, and gene keys to help navigate through this time.
Happy Nodal Return, Emily. You’re changing.
